CHRISTMAS STARTED TODAY!
I have spent today taking this weeks collection of nude pictures and putting up my Christmas tree as it is the first of December!
I love Christmas! I have found as age increases those around me who used to share my joy in this holiday have started to make it a hassel and a negative chore. I refuse to give up Christmas! For me it is about a single day each year, where my inner child can get excited over the small things. I am not a high maintenance girl, I don't need diamonds to make me smile, it's the small things. I take imence joy in the jesture of a gift, in the thrill of opening packaging in the care that goes into the selection. I like the anticipation of others opening what I have sent them and I like how magical the world looks on a walk Christmas morning. My favorite Christmas themed movie is 'It's a Wonderful Life'. Sentimental and idiallistic sure but how nice a world the world could be, even if it is only on Christmas and in a film.
I have become a little side tracked. As I put up my Christmas tree - while singing very loudly to Christmas songs, I started thinking about the new year. I am setting myself some goals and I am putting them down here in a public place so the fear at making myself a liar can help when motivation starts to waver.
My golas for the new year are:
* To get in shape - how many times have I come on here and said I want to get a flat tummy?! I am still at an age where this is a relativly easy task, so next year is the year. I am hoping this new body may help me with some of my more ambitious hopes for next year.
* I loved being in Game Of Thrones, it really is one of the highlights of my life so far. I am thrilled that I have remained a part of this production team through the ongoing model sourcing work I do for them but I long to be back in front of the cameras. Today I took some head shots to be sent off to some extra agencies. I am not looking to be the next big actress but when it comes to naked bit parts I would like to hope I can work hard enough to get the odd one or two!
* Satine, my motivation, best friend and source of joy on a rainy day, has been re awakening my love of poronography through her own increadible revamp this year. Thanks to the wonders of abbywinters giving me my job as a photographer I am in a position to cherry pick the adult work I do and with my new hair and hopefully new body I would love to do a few high end productions to cememnt my place on film amougst the worlds naughtiest sex pots. If anyone has any suggestions on who I should look to work with please let me know and I will add them to my dream list!