Sunday, 29 April 2012

Game of Thrones - the beating!

Now it has aired I can now tell you about my first day at Game of Thrones - 'That Spanking Scene'

I will start by telling you I was bricking it! When I did my audtion I was very tierd and had been doing a fair amount of spanking work so it was actually very easy to do and went exactly how I felt it should.

I love spanking and it is something that does honestly turn me on. The trouble I have with spanking is that for it to work for me there needs to be an element of power games and if I'm honest it should be done by someone in authority who is usualy older. I'm vey much a lover of the school girl, headmaster/mistress or the brutal 'guardian' story roles. The scene I have done that turned me on the most in the past was where I was part of a religious fanatic cult group. My father caught me masturbaiting and had to beat the devil from me. It was the way he quoted the bible while punishing me that turned me on. That and the threat to have me walk the house with no pants on for the week so he and my brothers could check I hadn't lapsed - I have no brothers in real life so have always been happy exploring incest ideas based on them, sisters is a bit close to home.

In that example you can see it hits all the boxes. We have an older person who is miss-using there authority over me in a rather sick and twisted way. I am completely at their mercey and for added kicks there is a hint that a little inappropriate sexual contact could always follow.

For me spanking is great with people you don't live with, you can meet, play your make believe and go. But spanking in the home is something I have never got on with. I am a submissive person in the bedroom and do have certain ideas about what is a womans role in the home vs the males. I can not however see someone I live with as better than me. We are an equal team inlife. This makes spanking werid and mostly rubbish. I get my spanking from work and when i'm not doing that kind of work I just stick to my imagination to forfill these needs.

So a very tiered and emotionl me audtioned and could cry at the drop of a hat. Come the scene I was suddenly in a secure job for the first time in years (at and out of practise with my spanking skills due to the break. This was actually going to rely on acting! (ahhhhh!!!!)

The magic started as soon as I got to Ireland. I was taken straight to the main location in the ship yard and shown to costume where I was fitted for me sexy brothel dress and assigned some jewlery (which made my hands go green as they were so cheap). The huge room that help all the costumes was incredible you would have to see it to believe it. Rows and rows of chain mail, dresses, every extra bit part and main part had there own outfit and matchign zip bag full or accessories. There was also pictures of everyone for the continuity lady. Throughout the day the hair and makeup girls had to take picture of me to ensure everything was exactly the same as when we started. When I came back for my second and third scenes these pictures were used as reference.

The next day I was shown to my trailer (was very impressed to have one of those even if it did say Nubile whore on it. When I came back for my follow up two scenes I graduated to having a name), and presented with the much anticipated bacon sandwich. Life may lead you away fom home and there will be much that you view with ore and wonder but bacon will never be one of those things - no one does it like the UK and Ireland!  

I had a great deal of pins in my hair and a hair piece to add volume, add in makeup and getting ready took  ages (hense early start).  They had so many people to get through that I was stollen away to block the scene half way through.

As it was a nude scene this was a closed set. I'd hate to work on a full set as i'm sure people would have to stand on top of each other to fit in the room - I counted at least 22 people! So we shot the scene in order, sometimes using the full real belt sometimes having to chuck it aside for the soft props one. We worked on this one scene for a full day - I went through 6 peaches ! I was offered a bowl to spit the peach into each time but I was so hugry and am such a fan of white peaches that I ate the lot! A big thankyou must go to the lovely man who's job it was to make sure I had a peach at all times!

Between each take camera men would re measure their focal points, the poor continuity guys would try and make sure all the candels remained at the same height and the makeup and costume ladies would come and check our faces and help me dress - those dresses are impossible!

Once we got into the spanking scene proper  I felt less like an imposture as that was the bit I was qualifide to do after all! It was strange having to have that level of intensity for such a long day it was very draining trying to live it each time - get me I sound like I was trained by Stanislavski! I will add that at the time we shot this I had no idea that the actor who plays Joff was over 18. He looks so young and obviosuly is 14 in the books. So I spent the whole day feeling a bit werid around him as I was sure I technically shouldn't have been naked so near to him.

The best bits of the day was laying bent over the bed while the makeup lady bruised up by bum! The makeup girls were ace and I spent some time telling them how to fake cum shots for future productions as aparantly it comes up more than you'd think.

The worst bit of the day was getting down off the bed. I start wearing shoes that kept getting caught up in my dress which was a bit long. When I drop down to be hit I had to kk both shoes off quicly as I just didnt have the grip to stand still with them on let alone get back on the bed. I foudn jumping up the bed very hard as well. I understand now I have watched the scene why I had to end up there but with such a high bed it just didnt feel like a natural movement.

I think as a group of actors we definatly got better as the day went on. That's not to say I thought anyone did a bad job at the start - heck those two are the professionals and it shows, they were great. What I mean is that when the scene took that sharp turn towards the end they seemed to feed off it and get even better! Jack was pulling some incredibly evil faces by the end and really did have all the power in the room and you could just feel it. At the end of the scene I shook his hand, said it had been a pleasure and told him he was a sick bastard!

I got a lovely e-mail from the brains behind soundpunishment on Friday saying he had loved my spanking scene. I told him that obviosly full credit had to go to him as he was the first spanking site I ever worked with. I have a new scene out for them at the moment.

Click here  for the trailer I am currently the second clip down.

"When you are the Headmaster of a renowned private school you have standards to keep. Your young ex-model wife seems to take great delight in wearing provocative clothes and teasing the older boys. She therefore has to be punished for this and you decide to' take her in hand' and deal with her. Spanking her OTK and then in a humiliating diaper position leads to unexpected and pleasurable consequences for all concerned!

A humiliating diaper position spanking for "Game of Thrones" actress Masie Dee" 

 I only just noticed he had put me as being from Game of Thrones - you are a sweetie thank you!

Those who have seen my spanking scenes (Game of Thrones currently excluded) will know that I get very attached to my characters and always try and let them finish with the upper hand. This scene is not an exception and I was very satisfide with the out come! See what I mean about me being an unual sub. I like to be made to do things and humilation is top of my list but I hate to lose and once I have got my fill I always like to see the tables turned. SPOILER ALERT - my dream ending for Daisey is for her to be taken in by the nuns so she can face the queen while she is being held and show her what her bastard son did!

Saturday, 28 April 2012


All this watching one self on Game of Thrones has helped to heighlight a few things, namley that my boobs are now bigger and my waist line is threatening to follow.

Thankfuly someone has excellent timing . . .

Thank you so much, in the few days I have had them I am already starting to feel some benefit.  Don't get me wrong, I haven't dropped a dress size in three days (invent those shoes and you will be a billionaire) but my posture is noticably better. I have always been a sloutcher - something I notice in many of my blow job videos and having something that makes me stand properly without thinking about it is great. My legs are starting to feel the extra strain when walking, which can only be a good sign.

So my final words on me trying to get in sexier shape. I have done some sit up's amongst other exercises today and plan on doing a little each day from now on and a full few hours on the weekend. I am also looking at my diet and am trying to cut down on carbs again.

No more bread
No more pasta - I have lived on the stuff recently
No sugar (or at least less)
No rice

Lots of green veg
Lots of meat (nom nom nom)

Ok now its written down in public I have to follow it.

OK now here's a little something to seal the deal.

Sunday, 8 April 2012

Game of Thrones 2

For those of you who dont like silence heres a little something for you to listen to as you read (to put you in the mood).


Day two was different to the first day as there was a much bigger cast involved. We were also shooting at a different location which meant we had a 6.15am pick up time from the hotel, which when you filter in that I didn't get to the hotel till 11:30 the night before felt alot earlier - but it was definitely worth it! To confuse you on day two we filmed the first scene you saw me in. It took a whole day to film from me watching a certain ginger having sex through to the killing of the baby - who was adorable and very well ebhaved. The freaky doll they had though was HORRIBLE!

As a quick side tangent I have to pause and tell you about the Taxi drivers who work for GOT as they were a huge part of what made the experience as a whole so amazing for me.  Eric picked me up from the airport on my first visit and is one of loveliest, softest hearted people I have ever met. As they added on two extra scenes and I was still in my first month of work at AW I felt very bad about asking for the time off and had to make sure I didn't leave work early on the Wednesday and was back at my desk bang on time on the Friday. The problem with this was that Belfast airport didn't have late enough or early enough flights to handle this, so some poor guy had to drive me to Dublin each trip. Eric drew the short straw and had the pleasure of doing the 3 am run with me on both trips and if he hadn't been there talking to me the whole way i'd not have got through it half so well. Id been fighting a cold the whole time I was shooting GOT and the night after my last shoot I think I lost half my body weight in sweet as my body finally gave in to fever. Eric took my a 24 hour Tesco on the way to the airport so I could stock up on cold tablets (which for no sane reason do not exist in Holland) and some Heinz tomato soup, as that's what we always had when we were sick as children.

Now the taxi driver doing the arrivals half of this drive was equally lovely but definitely crackers (in a good way). He was telling me all about the floating Titanic hotel he wanted to have which like many of his amazing ideas was suffering only trough his lack of funds. I told him I had an amazing hair brained idea I wanted to float to but was suffering from the same problem. My idea came about on an AW shoot as Adam had a cold and looked terrible. I said he needed somewhere to go where he'd be given a hot drink and be tucked into bed. Thus my idea was born. Men who were working away from home or were single or newly from their mothers could go and be tucked into bed for a sleep with a hot drink by either an understanding sexy women, 'your boss doesn't know what he's talking about your brillient' or some one who was nicely maternal looking. Well over the course of the car journey he had me in stitches coming up with the name of the place and an entire advertising campaign!

When I arrived for my last day he had turned the board over that said GOT on it and had written, 'Eden, it's only natural' on the back. I came out of arrivals, clocked this and started laughing like a fool. So thank you xx

Day two was nice as an old model friend of mine was there and I hadn't seen her since we worked for models first together (reminder here) and also the model who's advert had gotten me the job in the first place. Joining us were a whole host of adorable naked extras who were the girls of the brothel, some of their customers, some gold clocks and the ugliest doll in the world. The  soldiers looked very threatening in all their chain mail, especially when they charged towards me, one of the guys said I looked petrified as he marched in my direction (even with the fact he kept getting caught up in his cape). While waiting for the director to shout action I was stood in the corridor surrounded my soldiers and took the opportunity to ask one of the soldiers if I could touch his chain  mail as it looked so fun and I wanted to see if it was as heavy as it looked. Unfortunately I was exactly the right size for my innocent request of 'please can I touch you'  to be the most inappropriate thing in the world as I'd raised my hand as I'd spoken intending to touch the vale on his face but was exactly at crotch height as I finished speaking - oops!

Oh on another side note of people to be thanked - THANK YOU RACHEL!!! She was in charge of me and my costume (or lack there of) and would magically appear as soon as cut was shouted with a warm dressing gown and sometimes a hot water bottle.

As there were lots of different elements to this scene unlike in my first visit I was able to take a long break while they filmed the parts of the scene I wasn't needed for.  There was lots to film which the finished product doesnt really highlight - all the sexy ladies in the background, the men walking around, each one was working their socks off, so the back ground of each shot is just right. The moment when I walk down the hall was filmed an uncountable amount of times. Some guy had the job of ensureing the candels were always the same length as in previous shot and the ladies were all doing same things each time. They put some tracks down on the floor at one point so the camera could float ahead of us. This leads to a smooth shot from the camera but I am very bad at walking over tracks with out being allowed to look down to see where they are. This is something I can now add to my resuma along with peach eating!

The director asked if I might stay on a day to finish off (we filmed the opening bit last of all) but as I was still new at AW they decided to crack on and order pizza! I was dead on my feet by this point and so between takes of looking at the sex couple and being left behind I was nomming on pizza behind a pilla. Ohh speaking of behind, re watch that opening shot and take in the wonderment of all the extras behind. They re dressed that room with new furnature and extras just for the sake of back ground its incredible the detail they went to (all extras like me were nomming on pizza between takes).

I have one more day to tell you about next week. Thankyou so much for all your kind words. xx

Sunday, 1 April 2012

HBOs Game of Thrones

It all began in August . . . . with a big-audition .........Then in September . . . .

This may well have been the worst kept secret in all the world but I am now free to tell you that yes I had a part in HBOs television show Game of Thrones and that you will be able to see me in the small role of 'Daisey'.

I know could I have been given a more confusing character name. I was booked under the name Masie Dee, was playing a Dasiey, had to fill in some of the paper work in my legal name but my passport is still in my maiden name so for certain forms I had to revert to that so it all matched up - I didn't know who I was. On my second day of filming one of the runners came over to introduce themselves and I took her hand smiled and said 'nice to meet you I'm . . . ' and froze. I had no idea who I was at that hour in the morning it was all just to much.

I don't think I  have ever shared with you where Masie Dee came from. Some people say that in order to get your porn star name you take the name of your first pet and your mothers maiden name (some go with the name of the first street you lived on). Well ignoring my fishSnowy my first pet was a mini lop rabbit named Mazie. Mazie became Masie as that's how everyone always assumed it was said and it was just easier. My mothers Maiden name is Crawford which made me sound like a crime writer and I wasn't sure she would forgive me for soiling her family name. I got Dee from Andy Man the first time I worked for Killergram as they required a sir name. Why do I choose to tell you this now? Well because when I got my rabbit Mazie my two sisters also got two Dutch rabbits who were called Dasiey and Mittens. My older sister thought it was very funny that I'm professionally working my way through all their names  - all I need now is to find a show that is looking for a Mittens!

I wont go into detail about the part you can find out for yourself how Dasiey gets on but she doesn't have the best of times, I did three scenes and the poor girl witnessed something horrible each time. What I will tell you though is what an amazing time I had.  I have always said the thing  I love about porn is doing really complicated shoots, I love the process and the technicalities of filming the only reason I went to porn is because I tend to think in terms of sex creatively. I was also very realistic about the likely hood of me ever becoming an 'actress' as there would be so much competition and I'm not sure I can act. As I wasn't willing to fight for it I decided that I probably didn't want it enough and when I finally landed on porn it proved to be an excellent out let for that side of me. So imagine how happy I was to be on set with all those cameras and people with jobs I'd never heard of and the countless re takes and multiple angles. I was in heaven and am so grateful to have been able to experience it. I'd love to do it again but once will be enough if once is all I'm supposed to get.

I must have done something right because after my first day I was not only asked back to to do a scene leading into my encounter with the King (who is Irish in real life, that really threw me his accent in the show is amazing) I was also asked back for a third scene and I'm tentatively believing them when they told me it was because I did such a good job.

 I have just realised what a long post this is turning into. For ease I think I might split my blog into the three days I had over there. So I think you have got enough of an idea of how day one went from this post. Day one is actually the last scene I appear in and I'm not to sure how badly I ended up at the end of this scene. It will be in the hands of the writers as to whether I heal enough to be allowed back next season (I really hope so).

One last thing I want to add about this first day. On my way off set I was past by 'The Hound' dressed in his chain mail on his way to shoot (as they have day shoots and then night shoots). He is huge in real life! As he walked past in his chain mail I swooned!